Major Setbacks...

okay so I'm back....fatter then ever - but ready to get back at it.
So the embarrassing and unimaginable has happened - I totally relapsed and am back up to 141lbs.

I know, I know...I have never been more determined then now though. My husband opened the pool yesterday. I need to put my bathing suit on soon - shorts even sooner. I have one month until May18th....that is probably shorts weather around here.

6 weeks is June 1st. That is my end date - the date I need to have reached my goals.
I'm going to be working out, I found bodyrock workouts and ouch. Every drop and bite will be monitored - and I mean 1000 cals a week will be too much.

I have to be 110 in 6 weeks.
That's 31lbs in 6 weeks.
That's 5lbs a week.

been gone....

so I've been gone and stuck at around 140....I haven't weighed myself in days, but I've had under 500 calories everyday for 3 days. I will be keeping under 500 calories until I reach my 105lb goal.